Blessings and honour to know you/feel your spirit, I would love to be in your presence physically right at this very moment. I have been inspired to write poetry with message since january’08 and a while ago i found half a page of writing that I could not recall writing no matter how long I looked at it I didn’t remember writing it
I would like to send you one of my pieces in peace and love:
 
In the cold light of grey
 i see no colour,
 no vibrant lights to reflect the blue and the green
that body and sprit need
when mind becomes unsyncronised
then needs to heal
no yellow no pink no yellow
to show you have soul
to feel your heart is a mellow vessel of love
to pour over this life
camouflaged in vanity
in the cold light of grey
i see only shadows reflections of humanity people playing at living
and playing with lives
subservience, blindness and individuality
the masses feel freedom is a birthright l
ike a limb it is there
it is there when born
so whatever is your path you have only the creator to ask
your path is littered with pebbles and stones rocks chances and gold
diamond is your guiding light and your goal
In the cold light of grey
you are told to see only black and white
no inbetween
for grey is an uncertain shade
hazy, cloudy, uncertainty,
mistakes, bad patches,and a faze
grey is your depression your drugs your alcoholism
sadism abuse and prostitution
grey is the loss of your health, your wealth, manipulated food and weather
grey is child abuse, killing your brother,
lack of reason and prison
grey is holding it together
grey is enviousness, covetousness
and the loss of your mental health
grey is the 9-5, they need you
to feed the shadows darting around like arrows aimed at that grey building
standing
on murky waters
that building
named parliament
which is meant
to make laws
for you all
to obey
laws in only black and white
without considering the grey
for this is the colour of the vampire
cold,pale without black
and with black it hides
in all of our lives
 
grey is where they want to be
this is the home where they hope
you will tresspass, live, reside, squat
in the cold light of day
this grey area is a trap
used to take your money your mind your life your child your heart your soul your liberty your god given sexuality
your man your son your freedom
your wife your child your life
your heart your spirit your love and your soul your love and your soul your love and your soul YOUR ALL
your empty permission
YOUR SUBMISSION
So
 you are taking my child
just come from heaven
to a mother of imperfection
I was chosen !
this should not be your decision
ripped from my breast
My Flesh !
at only weeks old you have rendered her motherless
given to a mother who does not represent her colour
or her culture
but she has a father
and two grandmothers
and aunties
not chosen as the temporary guardians !
 
I was in the grey zone
but I’m out now
You don’t give a damn
you just want my child
in your black and white system
so she can be systemised customised victimised immunised institutionalised and trivialised
just another black child
You people of no heart no soul no colour
So Cold !
No substance no feeling
only inhumane dealing
no reason no rhyme
only accusations of crime
only your unsubstantiated reason
to shackle another human-being
no hello no goodbye
you only wanna take my child
And Why ?
Because I was in the grey zone
not a permanent resident
just passing through
Many of us do !
Remember stones rocks and pebbles in my path I Passed
So look into my past
I have human experiences
It doesn’t last a lifetime
 
9 months
cocooned in the womb
And do you know who took her ?
only weeks old
So Cold
An energy of ice which could not be thawed
as she enthusiastically clawed
at the nurture spirit
trying to fill her void her baron womb
empty of love joy and pain
she laid claim
to MY offspring
No yellow No Soul No heart No love No pink and do you know who took her ?
A Nigga
Representing my mother
the colour of my Melanin
A woman
that could be my mother
part of the system
In cahoots with massa
That Fruitless House Nigga
 
I am out of the grey zone
in the cold light of day
where life needs to be saved
the colour of orange the healing of green the vitality and soul of yellow
with the love of pink and the peace of blue
sent out to you
for you my child to colour your world too
 
Annee